Day two part two

So after the 1st post today about yesterday, I am sitting here waiting for the letter which I was told will take a week, so here its gonna be same old same old. Its liking booking a ticket for a holiday and you gotta wait till the day arrives, I feel like this now, i've done the BIG step, but i just now want to get on with it, 'cause if it takes to long, I know I might go back on my word to me and to my wife and to my kids its been 20 years coming this point in my life. I just hope it happens